Exclusive Excerpt + GIVEAWAYS: The Embrace Series

Are you a fan of The Embrace Series? If not, you very well should be :)

By far, my favorite YA angel series and today I have such a special treat for you!

Thanks to the wonderful folks at Sourcebooks I have an exclusive short story to share with you. It retells parts of chapter 14 and 15 from Embrace, from Claudia's point of view. Excellent write as always - and sad. So much of Violet's life is full of sadness.

Read on!

And when you're done I have more goodies to share ;)

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A Violet Eden Chapters Short Story: CLAUDIA - FAMILY TIES My feet tangled beneath me and I stumbled forwards, almost taking a full-on nosedive. I couldn’t believe it! I found my balance, hitched my backpack up and powered on. I was going to be late, again, and Giuseppe was going to kill me. No, worse, he was going to fire me. Last time was ‘the last time!’ he’d said, shaking his finger at me, blowing the greying curls that fall over his eyes. But I needed that job. I needed all of my jobs. So I kept running, knowing that by the time I arrived at the Pizzeria I’d be disgusting and sweaty, and in-desperate-need-of-deodorant. Plus, I was still in my Hades wait-staff uniform, another thing that never went down well. Working a full cycle of shifts at Hades and the opposite at Giuseppe’s had me slogging from 9 a.m. to 1 a.m. seven days a week and constantly running from one side of the city to the other in the 30-minute-between-shifts gap. I rounded the corner, almost there. Giuseppe would forgive me. And if he started yelling, I’d just cry. That always worked. He was a tyrant, but the man couldn’t handle tears. I pulled up short of the restaurant when I heard an all-too familiar whistle. Panting, I looked around until I spotted him. The second I saw my brother, Sean, my stomach churned. Something was wrong. What now? What more could possibly go wrong? As if our lives didn’t suck enough already. He was hidden beneath the shadow of a sunken doorway across the street. I put my hands on my hips and waited. If he wanted to talk to me he could damn well cross the road. I could just about feel one of his heavy sighs from over the street. He was only three years older than me, but he’d assumed the man-of-the-house role a while back and since then he acted as if he was twenty-two going on fifty. “Real discreet, Claudia,” he said harshly, pulling me by the arm to the side of the pavement. He was wearing his street clothes, which meant he hadn’t been working one of his legit jobs today. I tried not to notice. “Sean, whatever it is, I don’t have time. I’m late for work again. Giuseppe will give my job to one of his five million cousins if I don’t hurry up.” His expression softened. I wasn’t the only one who worked constantly. There was a time when all Sean did was chase his med degree and chase girls. He was so different back then, but those days were well and truly gone. Everyone thought he’d have this amazing future, become some kind of medical savior. I guess in a way he had – just not the way he’d thought he would, and not the way that guaranteed any kind of bright future either. Sean was our family’s savior. After what Dad did … Sean kept us all going, kept us together and safe. He looked over his shoulder. He was scared. More than usual. I grabbed hold of his clammy hand. “What is it?” He shook his head, more to himself than me. “We have to go, Claude’s. We have to pack up and leave.” “But, but … we need more time! We don’t have the money yet!” “Shh,” he snapped, his eyes urgent as he looked up and down the street. “I have it. I pulled in a favor. Claudia, we have to finish this. We’ll give them the money after your shift tonight and then we’re out of here. All of us.” “Why? I mean, if you have the money, wasn’t that the whole point? If we give it to them won’t they leave us alone? This is supposed to be the final payment.” We’d worked so hard for the last year. It had all been leading to this. Every single cent we’d made had gone to them. “They’ll never leave us alone, Claudia. I … I don’t know what they are but they know things … and they can do things that normal people can’t. I … I saw one of them this afternoon …” he paled and grabbed me by the shoulders as if to steady himself. “I can’t even tell you, it was so horrible. I just know we have to go. We have to get Taylor and Mum away from this place.” I knew he was right. Deep down, I’d always known the men who Dad had been mixed up with before he died were not normal. I don’t know how, instinct I guess. Sean had always known too, even if we hadn’t wanted to admit it to one another. It was why we’d being working so hard to pay off Dad’s debt. Whatever gambling mess he’d gotten himself into, it had ended up costing a lot more than simple interest. I knew I wasn’t the only one in my family who suspected his death wasn’t just a simple car accident. Sean and I had never told Mum about what his body looked like when we’d gone to identify him. We never would. I nodded. “I can ask for my pay tonight. Here,” I fumbled in my bag, pulling out my wallet. “I have my pay from Hades, too.” Sean sighed with relief as he took the money. My contribution was important, but Sean was the one who brought in the big bucks. He’d given up everything and I knew he couldn’t be doing anything good to bring in the kind of money he was. I wished I could hate my father for it. But he was a victim too. “I’m going to get us away from all this, Claudia. We’ll go somewhere else and start fresh. We’ll get Taylor into a good school. You’ll be able to go back to art school. Everything will be better.” I looked toward the pizza restaurant. I could hear Giuseppe’s booming voice. “I better go.” I threw my arms around my brother and he hugged me back briefly. “I have to go organize a few things. Stay in the restaurant until I get back. Then we’ll go give them the money and we’re gone.” I bit my lip nervously, but nodded. “Be careful, Sean.” He mustered a small smile. “Don’t tell anyone, okay. We have to just disappear.” He was looking around again, pulling his hoodie over his head. Whatever he’d seen had more than frightened him.<br /> “I know. I won’t.” * * * I watched the clock on the wall. Giuseppe yelled at me for twelve minutes, which was a long time even for him. I tried to turn on the waterworks but they didn’t come. I don’t know if it was because I was too petrified something might go wrong with Sean’s plan or if I was too excited about the prospect of finally being free of Dad’s unfortunate legacy. Sean had known about Dad’s gambling when he was alive. Apparently a few weeks before the accident Dad had broken down and told him he was in trouble – that the people he owed money to were dangerous and would come after him. Sean had dropped out of university and started his first shift at a bar that night. I remember yelling at him the next day – not knowing why he’d done it – calling him a deadbeat loser. I went through the motions. Collecting dirty plates, loading them up on my already tired arms. At least working here, the customers didn’t get too drunk or handsy. Some nights after a shift at Hades my overly pinched ass was the sorest part of all. Here, I just had to put up with being yelled at by Giuseppe and Mario and Antonio and, well, there were a lot of them, for six hours. At least this would be my last six hours of that. I took a deep breath while making my way to the next table, topping up their wine. Everything was about to change. If Sean and I could just pull this off, if we could get Mom and Taylor packed up tonight, by tomorrow … by tomorrow we could be starting our new life. I could get another job and actually use the money for something I wanted. I knew the first thing I’d buy – after a haircut. Paint. “Pizza, Claudia!” Mario yelled at me, from behind the wood-fired oven. I collected the three scorching hot pizzas, which meant one was, resting against my wrist, but I was used to it. I’d been working there for over a year, my arms had burn scars that I was sure would never go away. I delivered the pizzas and noticed new customers seated in the dinky corner. We were obviously full – it was always the last table to go. I headed over, recognizing one of the diners. Violet Eden and I had gone to the same school, but I’d been ahead of her and apart from the one community art course, we rarely crossed paths. But now this was twice in a few weeks. Weird how that can happen – as if someone is suddenly supposed to be in your life for some reason. She was looking at me, panic drawn all over her face. Last time I saw her she was at Hades with some hottie, getting drunk on the sly. Nothing I hadn’t done a couple of years back – half her luck. Anyway, she’d forgotten my name. It’s so easy to tell when people do that – maybe because it happened to me all the time, all they see is my bright red hair. Taking those last few steps. I twisted a little so my name badge would be in her line of sight and as I stopped in front of her table I flicked my hair back giving her full view. I could tell the moment her eyes latched on to the golden nametag by the relief flooding her features. “Hey, Violet,” I said. “Hey, Claudia. So this is the other place you work at,” Violet said, recalling our last conversation. At least she’d remembered that. “Yeah, unfortunately.” I smiled but something about her was off. She was tense, sitting high in her chair, holding the menu with an almost desperate grip. I thought she looked a little frightened. I leaned towards her, about to ask if she was okay, before stopping myself. I barely knew her, and I was about to know her a whole lot less once this city was in our rearview mirror. So instead, I decided on something more neutral. “Shitty tips and crap boss, but it works,” I said with a shrug, using the movement to step back a little. Violet smiled awkwardly, looking between her dinner partner and me. I looked at him for the first time and almost fainted right there. “Claudia, this is Phoenix,” she said, kind of leaving things there, up in the air. I wasn’t much help. I was speechless. He was beautiful. I mean, not hottie like – he was utterly, earth-shatteringly and painfully beautiful. Did people like this actually exist? He had this presence around him, some kind of humming vibration coming off him and I … Oh. My. God. I just wanted to dive in, lose myself in it. He didn’t even look at me but it didn’t matter. I felt as if he knew exactly what I was thinking. I stared. I wasn’t usually brazen with guys and especially not ones who looked like that … but I couldn’t look away, couldn’t bear to take my eyes from him, even if all he was doing was staring at his menu, completely disinterested in me. “Pleasure,” he said, now looking over his menu to Violet. But when he spoke something happened; a feeling foreign but not, came over me as if it wasn’t mine but had being molded from me somehow. A sureness … that Sean had been right. We needed to leave this city, get as far away from here as possible. Strangest of all, I knew the light-bulb moment had something to do with the guy sitting at the table, Phoenix. I swayed, overwhelmed, and had to brace a hand on their table. Violet was watching me strangely. Fair enough, I was macking on her dinner date. How did she suddenly have all these adorable guys around her? “Hi,” I said, trying to recover, looking at Phoenix. “Can I take your order?” Violet cleared her throat. “I’ll have the Diavola pizza, thanks.” I saw Phoenix smirk. He was looking at her so intently. She had her eyes cast down, avoiding his. I almost reached out and slapped her. It wasn’t just that I’d been unlucky in love with a string of guys that fit into the live-and-learn category of life, it was that with everything my life had – or rather had not – turned into, to have one person look at me the way he was looking at her just for one moment. I couldn’t imagine a more heavenly thing. Phoenix glanced my way briefly. “The same, and a glass of the Cabernet,” he said dismissively. I nodded, writing it down, trying to process the overpowering influx of emotion I was experiencing. Yet again, I was so sure all of a sudden that I had to leave – had to get away. I staggered away from the table, desperately needing to get away from them, but half wanting to grab a hold of Phoenix and beg him to take me away. But with each step my mind seemed to clear. I had no idea what was going on, but the feelings that had started to stir when I’d been near that guy stayed. The weirdest thing of all was that, I felt as if Phoenix had been trying to help me. I shook my head at myself. Crazy. He didn’t even know me. I went to the bathroom to pull myself together. Whatever had just happened, it didn’t matter. We were leaving. Everything would be okay. I splashed water on my face and reloaded the toilet-paper holders before heading back out to the busy restaurant, grabbing empty glasses from tables as I passed. That was Giuseppe’s rule, ‘never waste a walk anywhere; you go to the kitchen, bring something with you! You leave the kitchen, you take something out!’ “Pizza! Claudia!” Mario yelled. I grabbed the pizzas and got back to my tables, avoiding Violet and her friend. When I spotted Giuseppe I even got up the gall to ask him for my pay at the end of the shift. He spat out a string of words in Italian and marched off. I smiled. For Giuseppe, that meant yes. I actually felt bad that I would have to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe Sean would let me write Giuseppe a letter once we were settled. “Pizza! Claudia!” Mario yelled, again from behind the wood-fired oven. I made my way over to the two waiting Diavola’s. Violet’s order. I dropped the dishes on their table quickly, trying not to look at Phoenix. Now that I’d managed to get my head straight, I didn’t want to risk it all muddling up again – and I didn’t want to do something stupid like throw myself at him right in front of Violet. For some reason I couldn’t trust myself around that guy so I concentrated on my other tables, hoping that I might be able to make some extra tips. When the peak-time slam settled down, I offered to go out back and start on clean up. It was usually the job everyone avoided, but I wanted to do something nice for Giuseppe and it meant I could daydream about where Sean and I would take the family. Taylor would be so excited. She hated her school. We’d had to move her into a public school six months ago because we couldn’t cover the private tuition fees. She didn’t complain but the new school didn’t have a music department and I’d heard her crying every night for the first few weeks. Taylor had an amazing voice – I’d never heard an eight-year-old like her. And she loved choir. There was something about her – she was good. Sean and I both knew it – of all of us Taylor was the best. She would do something amazing with her life. Make a difference. And Sean and I would do anything to protect her so she could. I started wiping down the prep benches and putting away ingredients in the cool room. I wouldn’t care if I never ate a pizza again in my whole life. Pizza and the occasional pick up from the kitchen at Hades had been the basis of all our family meals for the past year. There is only so much pepperoni one person can take. I hummed to myself as I worked. This was it. Everything would be better once we were gone. We’d done the best we could, paid off Dad’s debt and now it was time to get on with our lives. Maybe Sean would go back to med school. Maybe Mum would be happy again and let go of some of her guilt. I think she knew what Sean and I had to do to keep us safe – she just couldn’t bear to talk to us about it. Mum was an Irish woman and her pride had been stripped away, but with this new start … I tied the rubbish bags and used my back to push open the alley door that led out to the bins. Caught up in the disgustingness of my shoes sticking to the dirty ground, I didn’t even look behind me and backed right into what felt like a brick wall. A very human-shaped brick wall, that is. I dropped the rubbish and tried to spin around, but I barely made any progress before an arm closed around my neck and started dragging me into the darkness of the alley while I gasped, watching the kitchen door slam shut. Beyond the sounds of my scuffling feet and strangled whimpers I could hear the noises of the world around me – the traffic, the hustle, the buzz of distant voices in the air. But they were so far away. Already I feared I would never again be a part of those noises coming from the end of the alley – the sounds of life. I screamed, struggling to get away from the person dragging me into the darkness. But he was so strong, it barely seemed an effort for him to counter my attempts until, all of a sudden, he dropped his hold on me so fast I fell to the ground. Too sacred to look around and face my captor, I scrambled on hands and knees, my sights fixed on the kitchen door. If I could just get inside … But he grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled so hard the fabric ripped apart. I heard a growl. I froze. Whatever feral noise that was, it was not anything human. Did he have an animal with him? Before I could stop myself I spun around in a crouch to see him and terror I’d never believed existed encased me. He was incredibly tall and eerily thin, except for his shoulders which seemed to be twice the width of him. He sneered at me wickedly, as if enjoying my fear and ran an eager hand through his bright white hair that stood out like a beacon on his otherwise black outfit. “You should not have tried to leave. You belong to us.” Oh God, help me! I desperately looked down the end of the alley. “No, no,” I stammered. “We … we have your money. My brother will be here any second. We have all of your money!” He watched me with hungry eyes that had me trying to shuffle back. “Your brother needs to be taught a lesson. You’re it.” He was going to kill me. Sean would come to get me in an hour and he’d find me dead. I didn’t want to die. “Please!” I panted between fear-filled gulps. “Please, we’ll do anything. We’ll get you more money.” “Should’ve thought of that before.” He shrugged. “But they don’t send me to negotiate,” he growled. I backed up until I hit the wall, sobbing and let out a final scream. The man moved fast, inhumanly fast, grabbing me by the hair, pulling me to my feet. All I could think about was Taylor. I prayed that she would at least go on. That Sean would find a way to keep her safe – I knew he would. The tall blond winked as his hand moved back. He was going to beat me to death and by the look in his eyes – he was planning to take his time. But just before his hand should have collided with my face, he stopped, his arm dropping and his attention drawn to the end of the alley. I strained under his tight grip to see what he was looking at. Someone was walking towards us. I started to scream again, a high-pitched desperate holler for life. The man yanked me savagely, twisting me so my back was to him and his arm, once again, was around my neck. When the person coming down the alley was only meters away I saw who it was. Phoenix. Violet’s friend. But he looked different. Stone faced his cold eyes were fixed on the man holding me. Suddenly, I didn’t know if things had just improved for me or not. ‘This is not your business,” the man holding me said menacingly. Phoenix shrugged like he didn’t have a care in the world. He didn’t look frightened at all. “Just made it mine, Cherub,” he said the last word with venom. “She’s our property,” the man snarled. Phoenix didn’t respond. I wondered if he was considering just walking away. If he did, I was dead. Footsteps pounded down the ally and another figure came into view. “Violet!” I screamed before I could think. “VIOLET! HELP ME!” The man yanked my head back, his grasp on my neck tightening while his other hand clamped down over my mouth. I kept my desperate eyes on Violet. Oh God. I’d just brought her into all of this. What had I done? She couldn’t help me, how could she? She was just a girl, younger than me. She was watching on, petrified. If I had another chance I’d yell at her to run. Phoenix whispered something harshly at her but then he turned back to us, a different type of resolve now on his face as he positioned himself between Violet and us. “Release her,” he said, his voice quietly rebounding off the alley walls threateningly. I felt the man back up half a step and he did something to me. It felt as if thick syrup was poured over my body, inside and out, covering all of me and then hardening, like glass. Impenetrable glass. And I was locked within. He threw me down, my head smacking into the concrete and looked at me with absolute hatred as he commanded, “Kneel before me.” I couldn’t stop myself. I wanted to kneel for him even though deep down I was still there, was still petrified, he owned me. I had to do as he commanded. I crawled to his feet, blood dripping from my head onto my hands and I knelt. “Beg me to take your life,” he spat at me. My mind fought feebly. Sean was supposed to come for me. Was this the price I would pay for dreaming? Would this be the price Sean would pay, too? My heart pounded with fear as the tall man’s image morphed into something terrifyingly creature-like. I considered I might already be dead and in some kind of hell. Either way, I was in absolutely no doubt, I must do as I was told. “Kill me. P-p-please,” I stuttered, tears streaming down my face. “No! Let her go!” I heard Violet scream. But it was all too far away now. “Claudia! Claudia, run!” She may as well have suggested I fly. Did she not see the terrible things surrounding me? The man pulled me up, spinning me to face Violet and Phoenix and put a hand flat on either side of my face, holding me still. “If you want her, come and get her,” he challenged, adding another word at the end I did not know; “Grigori.” He lifted me into the air, holding me out toward them. Pain registered distantly. People were not supposed to be held mid air by their heads, but I just dangled, completely disconnected, locked away in my glass prison. I knew what he was going to do. As if he had somehow whispered it tauntingly in my ear. Violet launched herself toward me, panic-stricken but brave, eyes on mine, arms outstretched. She knew too. And then, I saw Phoenix. As if he’d somehow forced me to look in his direction and instantly … everything, all the pain, the fear, even the feelings of entrapment vanished. I was me and I was not afraid. I was at peace.
Now for the extra goodies :)

3 chances to win a piece of this fantastic series.

Giveaway #1: Embrace (Embrace #1)
Open to INTERNATIONAL entries from anywhere The Book Depository will ship
1 winner (purchased by me)

Giveaway #2: ARC of Entice (Embrace #2) + Tote Bag
Open to US entries only
2 winners (shipped by me)

Giveaway #3: Emblaze (Embrace #3)
Open to US or CANADIAN entries only
1 winner (supplied / shipped by Sourcebooks)

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Book Birthday Tuesday (16)

Some new releases that have caught my eye :)

Happy Book Birthday!

NEW

Dualed by Elsie Chapman

Pulse by Patrick Carman

Me, Him, Them , and It by Caela Carter

Also Know As by Robin Benway

CONTINUING SERIES

What We Become (Those That Wake #2) by Jesse Karp

Fragments (Partials Sequence #2) by Dan Wells

The Goddess Inheritance (Goddess Test #3) by Aimee Carter

The Madness Underneath (Shades of London #2) by Maureen Johnson

Book Review: Emblaze by Jessica Shirvington

Emblaze (Embrace #3)

Jessica Shirvington

Reading Level: Young Adult
Publication: March 19, 2013
Pages: 464
Format: ARC
Acquisition: received from the publisher

Synopsis:

Once again Violet Eden faces an impossible choice ... and the consequences are unimaginable.

Violet has come to terms with the fact that being part angel, part human, means her life will never be as it was.

Now Violet has something Phoenix - the exiled angel who betrayed her - will do anything for, and she has no intention of letting it fall into his hands. The only problem is that he has something she needs too.

Not afraid to raise the stakes, Phoenix seemingly holds all the power, always one step ahead. And when he puts the final pieces of the prophecy together, it doesn't take him long to realise exactly who he needs in order to open the gates of Hell.

With the help of surprising new allies, ancient prophecies are deciphered, a destination set and, after a shattering confrontation with her father, Violet leaves for the islands of Greece without knowing if she will have a home to return to...

(from Goodreads)

My Thoughts
Good and evil, heaven and hell, right and wrong - which side would you choose? For Violet this question is at the very center of her life. Everything revolves around what is right and good - what she must do and what is evil (or forbidden). She is one of the strongest female characters I have come across in a while in YA lit and I absolutely love her!

The tensions that started in Embrace and continued in Entice have built up to a breaking point. Violet and her friends are giving everything they have - and it might not be enough.

Fantasy and reality collide. Angels are real. Evil is real and Violet just might hold the key to it all.

A fantastic story!

Emblaze picks up pretty much were Entice left off and I'm chalking it up to Shirvington's phenomenal writing because unlike what happens most of the time for me when I pick up a book 3, I hadn't forgotten ANYTHING about Violet's world. Only a few pages into Emblaze and every detail from the previous 2 books were fresh in my mind. This is rare and it was awesome!

With slews of paranormal creatures to choose from in YA readings, I feel that angels can be overlooked. Shirvington has filled a void, for me at least. I love the world she has created and her characters feel like old friends.

This is truly one of my favorite series and it's one I can't recommend enough! If you like angels - you must read these books. If you're on the fence - pick up book 1 today and I promise you won't be disappointed.

Will I continue the series?
Yes oh yes! No word on when the US edition of book 4 will be out but it's already been released in the UK (title: Endless).

Rating

5 / 5 Stars

The Embrace Series
#1 Embrace
#2 Entice
#3 Emblaze
#4 Endless (UK release 2012)
#5 Untitled (?)

On My Reader (26) - February 23, 2013

On My Reader posts are were I highlight recent ebooks I've added to my digital collection :)

Just 1 book this week!

For Review from NetGalley:

The Eternity Cure by Julie Kagawa

April 23rd 2013 by Harlequin Teen

I might have squealed a little in joy when this one popped up on NetGalley :)

I really don't know how I feel about that cover...but I can't wait to read it!

What have you added to your e-reader this week?

Belated Book Birthday Not Tuesday (15)

It's...not Tuesday...

I spent my Tuesday thinking it was Wednesday.

Wednesday thinking it was Tuesday.

And today I woke up knowing it was Thursday....only to convince myself I must be wrong...then I fell back asleep and dreamed of Dr. Who.

To say I'm having an off week would be an understatement.

My lack of brain power, however, hasn't stopped the books from coming (thank God!).

Here are this week's new releases that have caught my eye.

Happy Belated Birthday Everyone!!!

Which ones are you adding to your shelves?

NEW

Crash and Burn by Michael Hassan

Mind Games by Kiersten White

Shard and Ashes edited by Melissa Marr and Kelley Armstrong

The Sweet Revenge of Celia Door by Karen Finneyfrock

The 39 Deaths of Adam Strand by Gregory Galloway

CONTINUING SERIES

Breaking Point (Article #2) by Kristen Simmons

Fuse (Pure #2) by Julianna Baggott

NEW IN PAPERBACK

Dark Eyes by William Richter

My first DNF and what it really means

DNF

Did. Not. Finish.

3 simple words that can mean oh so much.

Before I started blogging, I never used these words in connection to my reading. Believe it or not, before blogging, I finished EVERY book I ever started. Meaning, if I read more then a chapter, I read every chapter.

Since I've started blogging my 'stats' have done down a little. What that means is that in the past 4 years I can count on one hand the number of books I've started but haven't finished.

1 was for a tour - it wasn't a book I liked at all and it was actually really really hard for me to pick it up each day. But I did! Until I ran out of time and had to pass it on to the next blogger. I even considered buying it (even though I really REALLY didn't like it) and I think I even had it added to my Amazon cart before logic kicked in and stopped me from paying almost $30 for a guilt trip.

1 got lost in my house for a bit. By the time I remembered it, I also remembered I added it to a recent library donation bag and it was long gone. By the time I remembered to buy another copy...I couldn't remember what the book was!

3 are sitting in my house in a neat little pile. I put them down for various reasons - book marks in place. And even though they aren't my favorite - they will be finished soon.

And...that's it!

Some might argue that these are all DNF books. And I guess, technically they are. But for me, it's not that simple. With each of these 5 books, there was always the intent to finish. Time, money, forgetfulness and laziness don't count. At no time, with these 5, or with any book I've read did I make the conscience decision to STOP READING AND NEVER FINISH.

Can you see the difference?

I know bloggers, and readers who DNF books all the time. Everyone has their own reasons. I mean, there are only so many hours in a day we can spend reading. Shouldn't we be more careful about how we spend that time?

Until recently I thought I was doing a really good job managing this precious time. I know what I like, I know what I don't like. I trust some people's opinions  I don't trust others. I'm careful about what I read. I'm really good at knowing my own mind and I'm really good at knowing when a book isn't going to appeal to me.

But. BUT!

There are so so many books out there and they are coming at me from so many different directions. Publishers and authors asking me to review, BEA and all it's overwhelming glory, NetGalley making it so easy, Goodreads and the virtually limitless access to information and possible wishlists.

Am I still careful? I like to think I am.

But you know what?

I make mistakes! I say 'yes' to a review only to actually start reading the book and ask, 'what was I thinking!'. I pick up a book at BEA because everyone is so excited about it only to bring it home, take a really good look at it and know it's just not for me. I hit that Request button only to regret it the moment the 'You have been approved' email comes back from NetGalley.

Why do I do these things? Because I'm human and I make mistakes and as careful as I am and as careful as I strive to be I will never be perfect.

And what this really boils down to is the fact that I've been spending my time reading...and not always enjoying it. Reading is not a chore. It's source of happiness and goodness in my life.

And you know what?

It's finally happened.

I've been reading a book for the past week or so. My first clue that I wasn't loving it was the fact that it was taking me so long to finish. But I kept reading. I took some notes, I wrote down some thoughts for a review.

And then, the other night I just couldn't do it anymore. I was in the middle of a sentence and I just stopped. And I put the book down and I knew I would never pick it up again.

I didn't consider it beforehand. I didn't weight the pros and cons of the book in my head before coming to the decision that it wasn't for me and I needed to spend my time on something else.

I simply stopped reading.

And I walked away.

I knew it was a DNF book and it was a little terrifying  What does this mean for me? Why did I give up so easy? Why can't I just MAKE myself finish this book?

It took me a while to figure it all out but you know what? I didn't fail at anything.

I made the choice to read a book and I made a choice to stop reading a book. It's really as simple as that.

Am I a worse person for it? No.

Have I shamed myself in the eyes of this book's publisher? No.

Have I tarnished my 'good name' by not posting a review of this book? No.

I've done nothing wrong and I have no reason to feel guilty. I didn't request the book (from NetGalley) knowing I wasn't going to read it. I would hope no one would do that. I did intend to do read and review it and I tried my best and now I'm done. I haven't hurt anyone. I won't be posting about the book and I will let the publisher know why.

And I'm done with it.

And I feel ok.

Will this happen again? I'm not going to plan for it but perhaps it may.

What I have done is open myself up to the possibility of having 'on my record' DNF books. It happened once and it could happen again if it does all will still be right with the world.


I would love to hear your thoughts on DNF books and what they mean to you.

Thank you all for listening :)

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Book Birthday Tuesday (14)

It's late Tuesday (but still Tuesday ;) and that means BOOK BIRTHDAYS!

Happy Release Day Everyone!!

NEW

The Gathering Dark by Christine Johnson

Notes from a Ghost Town by Kate Ellison

Out of the Easy by Ruta Sepetys

Pivot Point by Kasie West

Revel by Maurissa Guibord

CONTINUING SERIES

The Lives We Lost (Fallen World #2) by Megan Crewe

The Mirrored Shard (Iron Codex #3) by Caitlin Kittredge

Sever (The Chemical Garden #3) by Lauren DeStefano

How many are you adding to your selves this week?

Book Review: And Then Things Fall Apart by Arlaina Tibensky

"Very much a not for me but maybe for you book"

Reading Level: Young Adult
Publication Date: July 2011
Pages: 254
Series: standalone
Format: ARC
Acquisition: borrowed

Synopsis:

Keek’s life was totally perfect….Keek and her boyfriend just had their Worst Fight Ever; her best friend heinously betrayed her; her parents are divorcing; and her mom’s across the country caring for her newborn cousin, who may or may not make it home from the hospital. To top it all off, Keek’s got the plague. (Well, the chicken pox.) Now she’s holed up at her grandmother’s technologically barren house until further notice. Not quite the summer vacation Keek had in mind.

With only an old typewriter and Sylvia Plath’s The Bell Jar for solace and guidance, Keek’s alone with her swirling thoughts. But one thing’s clear through her feverish haze—she’s got to figure out why things went wrong so she can make them right.

(from Goodreads)

Overall Feelings:
Meh…

My Thoughts:
One thing that really made it hard for me to love this book was the fact that I really really didn't like Keek (short for Karina…?). Granted, she is having a pretty terrible summer but compared to some people in her immediate circle? Her problems aren't all that bad. The 'fights' she is having with her BFF and BF respectfully don't seem to add up to much. She's really sick but her grandmother is doing a fabulous job taking care of her and her parents? She does nothing to hold them accountable for their actions - she rather just whine about it all.

Another aspect of the story that didn't jive with me was Keek's obsession with The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath. I've never read this book, never wanted to and after reading And Then Things Fall Apart I really didn't want to. Keek quotes a ginormous amount of the book in her daily typewriter ramblings. Page after page of The Bell Jar this and The Bell Jar that and this reminds me of that time in the The Bell Jar.

I will own up to the fact that this connection Arlaina makes with Plath might be totally lost on me from a literary perspective. Keek's musings are obnoxious but they are also deep insights straight into the heart of who she is, much like Plath's are.

A final last point that I just flat out didn’t like was the sexual aspects of the book. I have no problem with sex in YA but I just didn't like Keek's sexuality. I know that's a strange thing to say but I don't know how else to explain it. I mean, she's only 15 and if her words are to be believed, she thinks about sex like 100% more then I ever did at that age. It was off putting at times.

And Then Things Fall Apart is very much written in diary type entries and narratives such as these aren't usually my favorite. I think in the end this it what really did it for me.

Very much a not for me but maybe for you book!

Rating:

3 / 5 Stars

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Happy NetGalley Reading Everyone!!

On My Reader (25) - February 9, 2013

On My Reader posts are were I highlight recent ebooks I've added to my digital collection :)

For Review from NetGalley:

The Goddess Inheritance (Goddess Test #3) by Aimee Carter

February 26, 2013 from Harlequin Teen

There is just something about this series that really draws me!

If You Find Me by Emily Murdoch

March 26, 2013 from St. Martin's Griffin

A contemporary thriller / mystery - sounds good!

Unbroken (Ruined #2) by Paula Morris

February 1, 2013 by Scholastic

I read book 1 so long ago and I really didn't think this was going to be a series but I'm excited for this one.

Free Download:

Talisman of El by Alecia Stone

I've heard good things about this one since it's release last May :)

Seven Wonders Journals: The Select (Seven Wonders #0.5) by Peter Lerangis

I loved Peter's contribution to the 39 Clues series and this one is a prequel to his new middle grade series.

So, what's on your e-reader?

Book Review: Scarlet (Lunar Chronicles #2) by Marissa Meyer

"The combination of sci-fi, fantasy and fairy tale retelling that made Cinder such a great read is no less fantastic in Scarlet. "

Reading Level: Young Adult
Publication Date: February 2013
Pages: 464
Series: #2
Format: ARC
Acquisition: received for review from the publisher

Synopsis:

Cinder returns in the second thrilling installment of the New York Times-bestselling Lunar Chronicles. She’s trying to break out of prison—even though if she succeeds, she’ll be the Commonwealth’s most wanted fugitive.

Halfway around the world, Scarlet Benoit’s grandmother is missing. It turns out there are many things Scarlet doesn’t know about her grandmother and the grave danger she has lived in her whole life. When Scarlet encounters Wolf, a street fighter who may have information as to her grandmother’s whereabouts, she has no choice but to trust him, though he clearly has a few dark secrets of his own.

As Scarlet and Wolf work to unravel one mystery, they find another when they cross paths with Cinder. Together, they must stay one step ahead of the vicious Lunar Queen who will do anything to make Prince Kai her husband, her king, her prisoner.

(from Goodreads)

Overall Feelings:
Intense and overwhelming LOVE!

My Thoughts:
OMG this was a good book!

The combination of sci-fi, fantasy and fairy tale retelling that made Cinder such a great read is no less fantastic in Scarlet.

After leaving Cinder in a less then desirable situation at the end of book 1, I was really curious as to where she would find herself next. And I really wanted to know what was up with those Lunars!

I love the relationships in this book - and not just the romantic kind. All the characters in this world are so varied and different and the connections are just as different and complex.

With the introduction of a new set a characters and the fabulous way Meyer meshed them together with my old favorites, Scarlet was a fantastic read for me.

I could go on and on with reasons why I loved this book but I don't want to give too much away.

If you read Cinder, Scarlet is a must read. And if you haven't started this series I highly recommend you do! Don't let the premise crazy you off. Marissa has weaved a magical world full of cyborgs, androids and fairy tales that does not disappoint!

Will I continue the series?: YES!

Rating:

5 / 5 Stars

The Lunar Chronicles:
#0.5 Glitches
#1 Cinder
#1.5 The Queen's Army
#2 Scarlet
#3 Cress (2014)
#4 Winter (2015)

Book Birthday Tuesday (13)

It's Tuesday and that means BOOK BIRTHDAYS!

Happy Release Day Everyone!!

NEW

Pantomime by Laura Lam

Etiquette and Espionage by Gail Carriger

Hysteria by Megan Miranda

CONTINUING SERIES

Scarlet (Lunar Chronicles #2) by Marissa Meyer

Unravel Me (Shatter Me #2) by Tahereh Mafi

Homeland (Little Brother #2) by Cory Doctorow

NEW IN PAPERBACK

The Pull of Gravity by Gae Polisner

How many are you adding to your shelves this week? :)

My January Reading

I used to do monthly wrap ups but could never keep up with it - or maybe I forgot it was a new month till it was about half over :)

Trying to keep better track of things this year.

Just a quick post to showcase my January reads - and a good way to get me to really pay attention and make sure I'm not forgetting anything!

So, let's see what I read!

Short Stories (I'm pretty addicted to these :)

The Spring Before I Met You (The Lynburn Legacy #0.25) by Sarah Rees Brennan

The Summer Before I Met You (The Lynburn Legacy #0.5) by Sarah Rees Brennan

free downloads - series prequels - NEED to read book 1, Unspoken!

Origins: The Fire (MILA 2.0 #0.5) by Debra Driza

free download - series prequel - awesome start!

Legacy Lost (Of Poseidon #0.5) by Anna Banks

The Witch of Duva (the Grisha #0.5) by Leigh Bardugo

Dress Your Marines in White (Monumtn 14 #.05) by Emmy Laybourne

free download (anthology) - mixed bag for me, mostly awesome though

Books

Altered (Altered #1) by Jennifer Rush

arc from BEA - debut author - review HERE

Broken by A.E. Rought

netgalley - debut author - review coming soon

And Then Things Fall Apart by Arlaina Tibensky

own - review coming soon

Sky on Fire (Monument 14 #2) by Emmy Laybourne

arc from publisher - continuing series - review to come later - OMG!

Hysteria by Megan Miranda

netgalley - review coming soon

The Slither Sisters (Tales from Lovecraft Middle School #2) by Charles Gilman

finished book from publisher - continuing series - review coming soon

What did you guys read in January?